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Friday, October 23, 2009

I mish hym lots laa.. It has been 5 daes since i last mid hym.. i damn mish hym... my feelings towards hym,onli gods noe.. no one else noe,nt even hym..i cnt leave w/o hym... i donnoe how to continue my lyfe if he leave mie all alone.. actually im suppose to b wif hym nw but since he dont wan mie to pick hym up frm camp,i cnt do anythng... i understand he is under probation.. usually he will fyne tyme to b wif mie.. atleast 1hr if nt more bt nw,i donnoe wat to sae.. mayb he cnt effort to fyne tyme for mie.. nw,im just cn depend on sat.. i donnoe how cn i spent more tyme wif hym.. if nw i cnt mit hym every fri,tats mean i cnt mit hym nxt wk i cnt mit hym at all..

nxt wk on 31 im goin to mlysia for hmstay... sch activity... im goin till 2nd nxt month..its fall on sat,sun n mon...

yesterdae i cried lyke hell.. i finish my work at 830 & i whn for my brk bfr i went hm.. whn i check my phn,i received 11 msgs.. Its frm hym.. thn i reply his msg.. bt den i waitted 4 his reply.. till 9plus whn i reached braddell dn i received his called.. he called also bcox i msg hym,i said tat thr is 3rd parties btwn us.. tat was y he callled mie.. i dont belive tat he said all those fuckin words... i was so hurt to hear tat.. soon whn reached hm,i went to my rm n strted crying.. i cried lyke nobody was at hm.. he msg mie 5 tymes bt i did nt reply dn he called mie to cehck on mie.. i picked up e called n did nt sae anythng bt just crying..

frm thr he noe tat im crying.. he asked mie wat happen bt i did nt sae anthng.. he said he will called mie bck soon aftr he bath.. aftr he bath,he called mie n asked wat happen.. i tried to change topic.. atlast i told hym e truth.. frm thr we solve e prob btwn us..

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